be confident and faithful...

when jealousy struck on me, i was still the same as old time... didn't know what to do and what to say... though forgive and let go were the best way to release sadness and anger... yet, just refused to do it... i could not change anything that had been done, but i could try to change my mind... just difficult to make it... i need to be told! i need honesty from you! not ignorance... i need to be explained!!! i need ur action and behaviour to make me more confident all the time!!! prove me wrong please!!!