worries...

seems like nothing is more distracted by "research" to me now... which way to go? which is the right path? am i wasting my time now? who can tell me the truth ? lost ppl are definitely desperately need help now... pray hard to god... pray hard... of coz failure won't me keep trying... the more i do, maybe the more i fail, but the closer to success... be faithful! gambate! Sien Yei!

原来我还是不会的。。。

让他去，我又会不开心。。。 不让他去，他又不开心。。。 这证明了性格不合吧。。。 每当遇到这种事情，我就会联想起我最不想回忆的过去。。。 为什么又是这样呢？ 看来我一个人好了。。。 为什么还要为别人流泪呢？为什么常常都因为思想不一样，就要这样辛苦了？我还是看不清，想不透，原来我还是不会，我不要了。。。

be confident and faithful...

when jealousy struck on me, i was still the same as old time... didn't know what to do and what to say... though forgive and let go were the best way to release sadness and anger... yet, just refused to do it... i could not change anything that had been done, but i could try to change my mind... just difficult to make it... i need to be told! i need honesty from you! not ignorance... i need to be explained!!! i need ur action and behaviour to make me more confident all the time!!! prove me wrong please!!!