sorry dr. NS... and my labmates...

i am dead!!! i did a serious mistake... the worst thing is i i don even realise i have broken it at that moment ... ugh... the first ever stuff that i broke in lab is a damn expensive stuff... how i wish that stuff is just a beaker... oh my... i cause inconvenient to my labmates... sigh... really hope that they still can cooperate well with that lab... i don mean to worsen the condition... i am the one who shud be being blamed... it's my fault... really careless... dr... i am sorry... i am wasting ur grant... sigh... the biggest guilty strikes my 23-year-old life... i will remember this and wont repeat!!! this lesson is really expensive...

"geng dim" question... haha...

Recently, i received few calls from him... it was really been awhile... knowing that he was down and demotivated with his current situation... understanable... nowadays, i can talk to him as a normal friend (i finally let go of him huh). can talk about his current life and gf... (but definitely cant see her!!!). wahaha... anyway, i got a funny question from him. "will you happy when u see me in such (pity) condition eventually?" what the freaking damn question i got here... my answer could be make him feel good or bad... who cares anyway. lol. but, i am relief now... phew... he finally admitted on his own that he had too many excuses for his acts to me... all of his acts in the past were just not right, sure have a lot of reasons to cover his dumb acts... great to know that he finally realised that... but, i still doubt that whether he knew the true meaning of responsible to a gal tho he said he knows now... coz i still can tell the "great" green mind of him when he talked to me... duh... dumb dumb. lol. i am sure my frenz will angry with me coz i picked up his call again... frenz, maybe u guys are right, i am too "extra" to bother him again huh... haha...